Friday, September 15, 2006
I've been thinking again about my goals. One of my goals is to be able to walk into a store and buy clothes. Yesterday I went shopping for workout clothes. Mens medium fit in this one brand but women's XL didn't fit. I tried on a lot of stuff that really didn't fit. It was pretty frustrating. I'll always have a problem because I'm tall but I would LOVE to see some cute clothes and at least be able to put them on even if they aren't long enough. I'd love to be able to go into Victoria's Secret and buy clothes.
I want to look in the mirror and like what I see. Like Becca's awesome before and after pictures I see the difference in myself. I haven't dropped that many pounds (13 since April) but I definitely look in the mirror and see a difference. I really like how my body is slowly gaining muscles and I can count on it to do more things and I know that I can push it!
I want to enjoy food. Crazy goal for weight loss? Maybe but I do love food. I want to continue to love food. I just need to learn how to not abuse it, not to use it as a crutch, not to overindulge.