Monday, December 21, 2009
Ok ok why now? I am in a crazy eating frenzy and I need to end it! I have been stuffing my face with cookies and candy since October! I uploaded the most recent picture, which is from Thanksgiving...but I was well on my way to gaining 10 pounds from 10/31 to today! How does that happen? I am such an emotional eater and I binge all the time! Who out there says, crap I screwed up already today so I am going to make it even worse and start tomorrow...Promise. Only to do the same thing day after day.
I never used to be like this. I ate clean all week and the Hubs and I would have Sunday free. Wasn't a diet, but we were smart eaters. Then hit 30 and clock starts banging away in the brain and I have 2 munchkins in two years. Classic weight gain story huh? Well I end up 5x bigger and the Hubs not at all.
This public forum is making me accountable of my actions. And hopefully I can return to my old healthy fit self. I am crossing my fingers...