Thursday, December 17, 2009
Remind me not to take my Wednesdays off anymore. It always messes up the rest of my week.
Well, I went to work and was a bit stressed. Then drama from there as I'm leaving. Then rushing to get to the stores to get cupcakes & gift for Emma's pre-school Christmas party tomorrow. Then rushing to wrap. Em';s hair to be braided before bedtime. Bills bills bills going through my head. It all made me want to start screaming when I got home. It left me feeling completely overwhelmed and like I was going to have another panic attack. I don't like that feeling at all.
Frustrated w/DH as I wish he would see where I need help & jump in. Granted, he can't be a mind reader but come on. He did put DD to bed so I guess that's a good thing.
We had our holiday meal at the hospital today. I made some good choices. I ran into a nurse I used to work with. She was telling me how she enjoys getting my inspirational emails and that I always seem to send them just when she needs them. We talked about my getting into a ministry. I want to help people in so many ways. I've got to get into a new line of work. My current job is just stressing me too much!
I realize this blog isn't really diet related. I really just needed to vent/unwind/let loose and get feedback from my Spark family. Thanks for listening to me!