just not feelin' it tonight
Thursday, December 17, 2009
i don't feel good, and i'm grouchy, and i'm stressed... and frankly, i don't feel like dieting or eating well or any of that stuff tonight!! not feeling it at all.
instead of the chef meg recipe i brought for dinner, i want pepperoni pizza. with extra cheese and pan crust. right now! my mouth is watering just thinking about it.
i am totally craving soda. i'm on my second one right now. i think i'm coming down with a cold and the carbonation feels refreshing to me. and no, its not diet. because i am sick and tired of diet coke with cherry, which is all we have here at work. frankly, right now all i can think about is how sick and tired i am of watching what i eat
i am pissed at work and stuff going on here, i'm in the dumps about money and stuff at home, and i just wanna eat whatever the hell i want.
i want a big hershey bar. and chili cheese fries. and homemade mac and cheese. all my comfort foods. and i think i deserve a day to eat whatever the heck i want.
i'm done whining now. i guess i'll get back to work.