Sunday, December 13, 2009
the drama in my life and the mess in my apartment! Last night my Mom was to keep Em so DH & I could get apartment rearranged (due to new computer arrangement). Was furious to find Mom was having some sort of back & knee issues going on. It was obvious she'd taken meds and then on top of that I know she'd had some brandy just after we got there. This is not the norm but there were a couple of instances in the past that made me just as upset. It put me in a position of having to choose between letting Em stay or bringing her home. If Mom had told me she was having an issue before I'd brought Em over, it would've been much easier. As it was, I'd brought a friend as well so we took her back to our appt. Then we went back in separate cars in case we had to spend the night. Ended up letting Em stay there and I came back.
This morning I'm frustrated with how my apartment looks. It's a disaster. And it should have been at least part way better if I hadn't been running back and forth last night. I'm feeling so angry about the whole situation. To top this off, I have just gotten off the phone with my mother and she had no response to what I said. I realize that she may have been embarassed-which wasn't my intention. But she wouldn't even respond to my concerns or what happened in general.
I need some order in my life and my apartment!
Calgon take me away...away to a spa with a massage package PLEASE.
I'm so glad I'm taking meds...
cuz this would put me back over the edge. Thank you for listening/reading my venting. I feel somewhat better now.