I AM HAVING ALOT OF PAIN AND FATIGUE TODAY. THERE JUST IS NO WAY TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL. I HATE FEELING THIS WAY,HOPELESS I MEAN. I AM ACTUALLY USED TO THE PAIN.I MUST KEEP GOING I MUST PERSERVERE.I MUST NOT LET MY FAMILY FEEL MY PAIN THROUGH MY ACTIONS.LOSE WEIGHT AND BE FIT THAT IS ALL THAT GOES THROUGH MY HEAD. TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER FOR IT IS ANOTHER DAY AND IF I WAKE I WILL MAKE THE BEST OF IT.