Monday, December 07, 2009
I went to my first grief share meeting yesterday at church. I've always been a very happy person. I thought that a person made a decision to be happy or sad. It was all in the way you looked at the challenges that life handed you. But since the death of my mother I feel like I'm dropping farther and farther into depression. I'll be having a good day and feeling almost normal and then all of a sudden a wave of sadness sweeps over me and I'm crying again.