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Sunday, December 06, 2009

Yea me...

weigh in yesterday...down another pound...20.5...

I can't believe is all in the just can't quit...

Saturdays, after weigh in, I tend to eat very differently...I bought doritoes and frito lays, japapina cheddar cheese processed crap in a tin can and some pringles....from the gas station...ARE YOU KIDDING ME? this is a habit that I got into when I was renovating my kitchen...the thought was well, this is the only thing in the house...(truly not one other piece of food) so calories in=calories out....JUSTIFIED!!! but this is food I have not eaten since like my 20's... is my win, here is my success....last night I ate my doritoes, cheese and pringles..not all of them...oh and my pizza...which I finished the med pie today...1/2 last night and 1/2 today....just cheese pie..which this habit is from this renovation attitude as well...this morning had a few doritoes and cheese, lunch the pizza....and then ate some pringles.....and then I STOPPED.......and I took the doritoes and I am getting up right now and doing it to the pringles to so it can all be gone because at first, I was just going to do it to the doritoes and not the prigles....HOLD ON......IM BACK.....there go the pringles!!!!

I just poured water in both of them because putting them in the garbage isn't enough and you know exactly what I mean....Think George Castanza and the there is my victory....And also knowing I can succeed and not be perfect, but have longevity......and know that I can very easily have emotional eating and sabotage tendencies but I am aware of it, I handle it better but it is there and I need to be aware of that. I allow myself Saturday, and sometimes it is on a nice meal or milk duds at the movies...or a 5 dollar little cesars hot and ready cheese pie....but the doritoes, cheese s#!t, and pringles....that is gone. I'm saying it here! No more....

I love you, joy, be kind to yourself, remember longevity, not perfection..there is no such thing as perfection...If you were perfect or thought you were, you would be so damn annoying hence crushing any kind of perfection you thought you had!


PS..the cheese? what happened to that? I used my finger to get absolutely all of it out of that tin can..... emoticon emoticon emoticon
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    2492 days ago
    I laughed when I read this one.
    I'm glad you stepped back and realized the
    whole scenario :)
    Take care,
    2958 days ago
    Joy, you are hilarious. I know that we all have our weaknesses and that it is sometimes hard but you showed your strength and fortitude (except for the cheese). I am proud of you. Persevere!
    emoticon Neal
    2961 days ago
    So cute and glad you drowned the pringles, doritos, etc. They can't win with an attitude like that.
    2962 days ago
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