Each Time I Begin ...
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
. . . a health problem is found. This time they think something might be wrong with my stomach and/or esphogus. So on December 24th, 2009, I am scheduled to have an endoscopy. An endoscopy is where a camera is put into your throat to your stomach area to look for abnormalities. I'm worried and my diet has gone to the birds. I haven't exercised because of extreme fatigue.
Has anyone else made the choice to lose weight (and was doing well) and then you discover some health issue that interferes with what you are trying to do? It has been this way since I lost 200 pounds between 2004 and 2007. When I went from 400 pounds to 200 pounds, health issues popped up. Sometimes I wonder if I am ever going to be healthy and able to resume losing weight.
Of the 10 pounds I had lost since August, I have gained 9.4 pounds back. I'm disappointed. Not in my will to lose weight but my bodies ability to stay healthy while doing it.
This is why I haven't been logging. I've missed everyone, the forums, and my SparkFriends. I hope to be able to get back on track health-wise.
Concerned Yet Hopeful,