Sunday, November 22, 2009
Yes i did it finally! I broke 310! I prayed to please let me be under 310 t his last weeka nd even said i didnt care if i was 309.75 just so long as it was under 310! Well lol i laughed when i saw the scale because it said 309.75!! But i laughed because i was thrilled! I havent seen that number ina LONG time and when i broke 310 it felt like fears that i have held on too just left me! They are gone and no more! Because i proved those fears wrong! I can and i DID get under 310! I am so much closer now to 299! My highest weight "before transformation" i was 334.25 and now here i am under 310! I remember the day i saw my highest weight, i told myself i HAD to get a hold of this thing! Because i saw that iw as DEFIANTLY sky rocketing in my weight. I knew i could easily hit 400 because i had sailed over 230 several years ago, lost weight then gained what i lost plus more back. So i knew that anything was possible even in a negative light. But i had to turn it around! I got down to about 320, which was the weight i was when i started transformation orginally, but 320 i just struggled to break like i did with 310 which is why is partially why i started transformation. But then when i hit 310 i had that same road black, that same MENTAL block! I feel with this Holiday Challenge my mental block has been broken! I no longer allow negative thoughts and fears to control my life and my destiny. I know i WILL meet my next goal which is 302 because that would be officialy another 10 pounds lost with the support group i meet with every week and i know that i will break 302 and hit 299 as well! I am going to lose these inches, pounds and gain more and more confidence!