I'm up late...emotionally exhausted! My cleanse was unsuccessful, but I will be trying it again this weekend. In the meantime, my childcare business is draining my energy and feelings of usefulness. I have a hundred rants and raves on parenting...but I'll address that another night. Right now I just need my body and my mind some simple relaxation. I'm in this field for the emotional and humanistic reward of knowing that "I can help someone"... put simply "I care." oh well...no good deed goes unpunished...or so they say. Now...it's time to mentally recover, and move on to helping someone who wants to be helped and wants to help themselves. I'm off to bed...i hope tomorrow goes better.