Sunday, November 15, 2009
Well it is Sunday afternoon and I have made it through the weekend!! I was a bad girl for a few days and did not eat properly. I feel like I gained 100lbs from it but I know that I didn't. It is amazing when you start to work on yourself and your eating how it affects you when you have a slump. Emotionally I have been struggling because for a lot of reasons but this time I really let it affect my eating. I got back on track this morning when I gave myself a yelling at!! With Thanksgiving coming up and other dates that i wish not to remember I have got to have more control over myself. I am working on it. I sometimes feel like why? why should I care what I look like or how I feel? But I know that is not the right attitude and stop myself from going down that road. I can tell you that trying to date at my age is certainly more difficult than when I was a teenager!!!