Monday, November 09, 2009
So even after feeling SO good after my run yesterday night i binged. nothing hardcore, but enough that I'm up a pound and some change this morning. I guess i do need to track calories despite working out. I'm planning another run today, because the weather is supposed to be great. I think I'll head to a different route and check out some different stores. But first, i need to go to Wawa and get some milk for the house. Aiden, my son, needs it and we need skim milk for coffee and cereal and the like. I might pick up a breakfast sandwich with turkey sausage and egg whites, but only if they have that- I'm not spending 500+ calories on breakfast alone. The turkey sausage bagel, as it's stored in my sparkpeople.com account, has 360 calories with lots of them coming from protein but enough coming from the bagel that I'll have the energy to run.
I have such a hard time with night time eating, not middle of the night, just before bed. I dunno why, but i like the feeling of being overfull to fall asleep- am I weird? It just makes me feel comforted and lulls me to sleep. That's why I'm having such a hard time getting over it. *Sigh* sacrifices must be made in order to have the body that i want because sitting at 208.8lbs is NOT where I want to be.
I have to call my OB/GYN today because I'm planning on getting an IUD, my husband and i talked about getting pregnant in May after he's done nursing school and Aiden's old enough for us to have another one- HOWEVER, we really like the alone time we get when Aiden's napping or at school, etc... and we would totally be giving that up. We had Aiden young, i was 21 when he was born- so was Ryan...I'm not saying i regret it, but it would have been nice, looking back, to have more time to be young than what we got. I'm not ready to saddle myself down for the next couple years with a new baby right now. There have been talks about getting a dog in May though.