Saturday, November 07, 2009
I am at a point with my weight loss and SP that I feel very frustrated in. Honestly, in the 6 months I have been here I have made no changes in my weight. I have lost, gained, lost, gained the same 5 pounds, but no real change. Obviously, this is not a problem with SP, I love it here, and am learning so much. I have been encouraged to challenge myself in new ways such as 5ks and at the end of this month, an 8k. I don't think I would have become a runner if it weren't for SP. Despite all of this though, my weight and measurements are basically the same and I hate that. I know it is partially because of some inconsistency in my eating habits, but my eating is so much better now than it has been in my past and I am good with my working out and challenging myself overall. I just want to see a difference and be healthy and look healthy. Maybe I am a little caught up in the physical, but I feel like my looks should reflect all the work that I am putting in. I am still here at SP and will continue to work, but I truly hope that something gives, I need to see some results!