Okay... I made my status this morning happy and bummed and a friend gave in and asked why so I figured I might as well blog it 'eh?

I am because I am loved by many.

I am because my BF is very proud of my weight loss accomplishment and my desire to stay healthy.

I am because my scale said I was lower than my current ticker.

I am because I am wearing a really slimming size 1/2 jeans and they do not feel tight.

I am because my stomach was flat today.

I am because my BF's sister is not happy and ignored family and friends trying to get in touch with her. I do not know all the reasons, but it is unfortunate that she felt this way because she is loved, and loved by many. For reasons known to her and maybe we will find out later when we get the letter, she decided to end her life. Will be w/ family tonight to plan out the funeral. My BF and I are that she felt so miserable that she felt this was the only way to go. We are hoping that her younger cousins will be okay. We are worried about the effect of this on them the most.

I am because I heard a friend that is far away is in trouble and this worries me.

Remember to be thankful for all that you have. The good, the love. Take the bad and look for something positive in it and grow from it.

Okay.. I guess I'll stop as I'm rambling now.