i couldnt stop! Its not like me......so many things happened and most of them out of my control.....very painful things....more losses.......what I wouldnt have given to talk to my family...I miss them so!

i went home and just talked to the Lord.....things didnt hurt less or even change, but it felt so good to know that I didnt have to do this life on my own...He's always with me...
I go back and forth between knowing this truth and wishing for something tangable.....someone to hug me with unconditional love!

I have choosen to be content in the knowledge that the Lord loves me and will guide my life in a way that pleases Him...in that, I dont have to worry because He's in control..not me! :-) woo-hoo!
This is where Im at today, in this moment....cant tell you what I will be like tomorrow or even in the next minute! HAHAHAHA!!!!....hey, I'm human, what can I tell you! Im still being worked on, thank God, I will go with the process.

Happy tuesday everyone!
Steph