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The First Second of the Rest of My Life

Sunday, November 01, 2009

I'm tired. Tired of thinking about my weight. Tired of not feeling well. Tired of being tired. Tired of being obsessive. I obsess about what's wrong. I obsess about what's right. I obsess about what might happen. I obsess about what has happened. The bottom line is I'm tire of THINKING!

Someone once said that when we make a decision we should accept it as the right decision and move forward on that foundation. I don't do that. I immediately second guess myself or purposely sabotage myself. What a weakling I am.

And yet I have been different. I have taken control. I have taken action. I need to do it again; plain and simple. Second guessing is just an excuse for being lazy. And lazy is the way to the my destruction---mind, body, and spirit.

Fall down seven times
Get up eight.
This is not the first DAY of the rest of my life. It is the first SECOND of the rest of my life. Not day by day; not minute by minute but second by second.


Member Comments About This Blog Post:
RAINBOWMF 2/11/2012 9:26AM

    Just reading over one of your old blogs and all the replies.

I like to do that sometimes.

Hugs Mary

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SHANSHE 11/4/2009 11:50PM

    I needed to read this Nancy! I often am2nd guessing myself, CONSTANTLY! This will help me think about that more often...

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JAZABEE 11/1/2009 10:14PM

    Thank you for sharing, firstly your NOT a WEAKLING!! I feel your strength here, the rest of your life has just begun!!! emoticon

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CHRISJAKE 11/1/2009 5:21PM

    EXCELLENT blog!!!! What a way to think!! We should all believe in ourselves and the decisions we make on a daily basis.

Thank you for sharing!!



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QUEENANNE1953 11/1/2009 4:19PM

    Thanks for sharing are not a weakling ... no more negative talk.

You can do this .. you know you can. Good luck and
God bless.


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RAINBOWMF 11/1/2009 3:18PM

    Yeaaaaaaaaaa Nancy, we will work it ,we will do it!

You are a strong woman, we all get tired of doing.
Just wares you out sometime, that is why we have to look inside and see what WE need for us. Then do it!

We will post and our team will get us pumped to Go!

Hugs Mary

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-LORI-B 11/1/2009 1:46PM

    We will end this year with a bang.. You can do this. Baby steps.. HUGS!! Lori

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TRAILWALKERJO54 11/1/2009 12:00PM

    Nancy --
You are not lazy or weak! You are human.... remember this.
I think you just have to get in the mind set that you are worth it and yes make the decision and stick with it.. easy to say -I know -hard to do but if anyone can do this Nancy it is YOU!
To me you are a strong woman who just needs to know she is not alone-- guess what you are not alone.. we are here when you have doubt's or want to give in... we will help you pull through..My friend get up and let's get moving no looking back no turning around..
You can and will do this Nancy and we are right beside you

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BARBARAROSE54 11/1/2009 11:00AM

    emoticon Blog..... we are going to end 2009 off wonderfully !

I know you can do it !

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