Thursday, October 22, 2009
Well I am back after a short break. I have been to Oregon, been married and had to say good-bye to my husband who left for Afghanistan. :( I love this man so much and I want to do everything I can to keep his spirits up while he is away.
No weight loss. In fact a four pound gain since my last report. :( I honestly have begun to feel that my addiction is more intense than I realized. I have decided to take extra measures. I have decided to invest in a meal delivery program. I have evaluated my choices and I have found one I think is best suitable. I will eat according to program five days a week then do on my own on weekends. I want to put my gains to an end. I have been struggling for a year with this and I think that having pre porportioned cooked healthy meals will help me get back on track. I don't want anyone to think I am cheating or taking an easy way out. I have been a member here for a year and my addiction has taken me from 228 to 253 in this past year. I feel I need better guidance. I talked with my mother about it. I just need to re learn portions, better meal choices. I begin next week.