Smacked into reality!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I went to the gym with my friend last night. I did a mile & a half on the treadmill and 10 minutes on eliptical. I asked my friend to take my "before" pictures after we were done. OMG! Can't escape reality with these shots!
I've definitely taken a trip into reality. Sliding way back into my past. I can't deny when I see these pics.
The proof is in front of me and has definitely woken me up! There's NO running away from the truth. So I am posting them here on this blog as well as on my Spark page so I can KEEP IT REAL with myself! And stay in reality-not FANTASY! When I lost the weight I thought I was still 360 lbs. Now that I've started picking back up weight, I think I'm smaller-just like when I was 360!
Time to get real and get a grip. I HAVE TO GET SERIOUS AND DO THIS FOR ME! Or I won't have any clothes-I gave most of my 3x/4x clothes away and winter is approaching!
Sad news: When I ordered my DVDs from Amazpm. I had them sent to my Mom's as I live in an apartment. I also thought they were coming UPS. Well, they were shipped USPS and Mom stopped her mail as she's in France!
BOOHOOO! So I will have to wait 2 more weeks for Jillian to kick my butt. However, this minor,and it IS minor, setback is NOT going to stop me from moving forward. Tonight I will go to the gym again. Tomorrow I will do one of my videos. I'm really going to step it up. I want to move forward-NOT BACKWARDS! And after going forward, I pray I will be looking like this:
I CAN DO THIS!