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The "dreaded blog"!!!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Ok....truth time! I am afraid of that little red button on the right that says "BLOG"!!!

When I started on spark people over a year ago I was amazed and overwhelmed. I knew that this was going to be an exciting journey. I got right into the tracking nutrition and tracking exercise. I even formed a group of friends that I visit with every morning who have been there with their amazing support and motivation. But.....the one thing I haven't quite gotten into is ....THE BLOG!!

Maybe it's because I'm one of the "older" members, and the idea of writing down my feelings every day for all the world to see, seems sort of scary. Maybe it's the old nightmares from HS English when we HAD to write a paragraph every day or keep a journal. What ever, it seemed like if I didn't feel I had some momentous heart filled wisdom to bring out...what was there to write about?

After spending a year reading and enjoying everyone elses blogs, I finally "get it". The dreaded BLOG is not for everyone else - it's for ME! It's a place I can write about what I'm thinking or feeling and how is that affecting my eating or my exercising. If I had an "a..ha!" moment, or found a wonderful quote that I love..I can write it down and have easy access to it. No one is going to correct my spelling or argue with me, or grade me. I can write one sentence or hundreds.

I wish now that I would have done a better job of recording my feelings through the last year of the journey. I've grown so much, gained so much more confidence in myself, gotten healthier, gotten back into daily exercise, and in the process lost almost 50 lbs.

I am pledging to myself to be a better take that one last step in opening up to myself and to others.

If anyone should be reading this...don't be afraid of the dreaded "blog" might just be that one place where you can admit to yourself that you're proud of yourself and you love yourself. We all take the time to tell others those wonderful words, but how often do we tell ourselves..."Hey! I did good!" I am in control of my life and I LOVE IT!


Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MYTWYLA 11/17/2009 5:16AM

    You always hit the nail squarely on the head. Great insight.

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PAULASTRAS 11/17/2009 1:48AM

    emoticon Becky, another goal met in your journey of life.

hugs, paula:)

p.s. great blog :)

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STOP-IT-KNOW 11/7/2009 3:55AM

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DWEXCEL 11/2/2009 4:22AM

    Hi Becky!

You know, I feel the same way. However, when I started writing on my blogs, it seems like I just keep going, and going, and going. But you are right, it is for our own selves. And I think it does make me feel better to blog. So I am hoping to do more as well.

Did I see 50 pounds??????? That is so awesome! You keep it up, and keep in touch. We are leaving for Florida on Thursday. We stay for the winter, which I find to be really helpful in this weight loss business.

Take care, and great job!
Donna emoticon

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MSJULES01 10/14/2009 9:40PM

    Congrats on your blog. I know it is a great way to just get out whatever that is on your mind, body and soul.

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DIANALP61 10/14/2009 1:43PM

    I loved your blog. I'm the same way, I'm embarrassed for anyone to read what I blog about. I love to read other people's blogs though. emoticon

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BLUEANGELLK 10/14/2009 1:12PM

    I am proud of you too!! Don't feel pressured to blog, just do it when you feel like it. Sometimes I go for weeks without blogging; sometimes I blog everyday. It just depends.

Welcome to the SparkBlog world. I, for one, am glad you are here.

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