Monday, October 12, 2009
******October 12, 2009*******
Ok so this is my official "startover" day. I have been so off track this past month and managed to gain back 6 lbs in that time. I'm ready to start over completely and get back on track.
It's a little...no a LOT scary...how easily I let myself slip back in to eating so terribly. After a year of hardly eating an extra bite without guilt, I have eaten fast food, buffets, ice cream...then more ice cream. What the *beep* was I thinking? I finally get under 200..then so close to the 180's and instead of working harder, I worked hard at almost getting back OVER 200. Bah. Well luckily I didn't and I WILL NOT!
I'm going back to logging every bite, getting the the gym and doing this!