Sunday, October 11, 2009
I'm feeling very tired and down. Can't explain it. I need to get ready for church, but all I want to do is crawl back in bed. Maybe I should check in with the deppression team. I joined the Depression Team, but never did any postings. One good thing I guess. The kids weren't home, so on the way home from work yesterday, I thought I would 'treat' myself to a McFlurry. I thought I would enjoy it since the kids weren't here. I didn't. I didn't enjoy the oatmeal cream cookies I had stashed in my car on the way home. I thought I would, but no. So...why should I do that anymore? Why should I buy the junk if I doesn't make me feel anybetter? I think I'll try a goal of only eating goodies when there is a church gathering, or I'm at someones house. I need to get ready for church now. I'm in a great church. I always feel better when I'm there.