Saturday, September 26, 2009
Kind of a bummer to go from the thrill of victory and really getting into running and the greaat progress I have been making to recovering from bronchitus - yuck!
While I realize that all of this fatigue and yucky feelings come with the territory, i really hate it because i feel like i am somehow dropping the ball - which is not true but that has never stopped me from feeling that. I have otherwise taken good care of myself, haven't gained etc.... but I still have that raincloud feeling like I have let myself down. Has anyone ever felt that way, even though you are doing well?
I am not sure if I am kinda addicted to the runners high or feeling good, like i really accomplished something or what. cant wait until all of this blows over so I can get back to feeling like an achiever.