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I DID IT AGAIN, I FELL OFF THE DIET WAGON!!!

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I was doing pretty good for awhile there but once again I fell off the diet wagon. So now here I sit wondering what happened. How did I get sidetracked with my plan? I hate being like this, I don't like myself and that makes be very bitchy. I wanted it so bad but once again I failed. Maybe I am just suppose to be fat and unhealthy for whatever years or days I have left. The sad part is I know I can do it I've done it before but for some reason I've lost the motivation or whatever and I just can't seem to stick with it, or anything else for that matter. I hate that I can't do things because i'm to fat. It's almost embarrassing if my shoe comes untied at work because I can't bend over to tie it, so I just wait till everyone is out of the office and stand up and put my foot in a chair so i can tie it. Thee are so many things that my weight keeps me from doing and I know it, but I just keep on eating all the wrong things. Maybe I should weigh myself and try again, not sure why i'll just meet with failure again. I'll blog if I get started again.
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DEEDAYE 9/19/2009 11:53AM

    I ask my self that same question almost daily. I wonder why I even try, but I know I can't ....no we can't give up!

"Concern yourself not with what you have tried and failed in, but with what it is still possible to do." -Pope John XXIII

Dee



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SMILLY44 9/19/2009 11:34AM

    You can do it Grannyluvs4!! I know it's hard to stick with it. I've lost the weight before, it's come back. And now I ask myself the same question: why is it so hard to lose it this time? I've been at it for three weeks and have made no headway according to the scale. But I think that we both can do it. Maybe focus on your little successes and then look for bigger ones. I do hope you try again! :)

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SMILLY44 9/19/2009 11:34AM

    You can do it Grannyluvs4!! I know it's hard to stick with it. I've lost the weight before, it's come back. And now I ask myself the same question: why is it so hard to lose it this time? I've been at it for three weeks and have made no headway according to the scale. But I think that we both can do it. Maybe focus on your little successes and then look for bigger ones. I do hope you try again! :)

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SMILLY44 9/19/2009 11:34AM

    You can do it Grannyluvs4!! I know it's hard to stick with it. I've lost the weight before, it's come back. And now I ask myself the same question: why is it so hard to lose it this time? I've been at it for three weeks and have made no headway according to the scale. But I think that we both can do it. Maybe focus on your little successes and then look for bigger ones. I do hope you try again! :)

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