Saturday, September 19, 2009
...I just can't bring myself to do it. When I went to the dietitian last Wednesday, I'd actually lost another pound. I'm kinda going around 119-120, but everyone else wants me to be around 124-125.
A large portion of me just wants to see the numbers tumble downward like the past. Really, I do... I don't like how I look or feel... nothing about me pleases me. I'd imagine nothing about me pleases other people either.
That's enough about that.
Pale
I don't know if this will work for you, but try making a Pro-Con sheet and see what your reasons are?
Regaining a few pounds is not easy. Check out my blogs for my ups and downs, lol.
I cannot tell you what to do. I don't have that right. And I wouldn't worry about what other people are thinking either. I know of no one that is perfect so why would anyone else tell you better than you can tell yourself?
I can only tell you what I am doing and trying to do. I can tell you my reasons for what I am doing.
But I would like to see you happy with yourself at any weight. Your happiness is most important to me.
Love you,
linda