Thursday, September 17, 2009
I am ready to be who I want to be. Here I am, 25 pounds above my goal weight and extremely unhappy with myself. I have felt slow, tired, like a failure- and my self confidence has just bottomed out. I knew that it was time to get serious when I found myself not znting to go out with my friends because I was embarassed about not fitting into my clothes anymore. It is time to devote the necessary time and energy to be healthy. I love the healthy Sharon- the confident, strong, disciplined young woman that Is truly who I am. I hate the weak, complaining, tired, low self esteem recluse that I become when I am overweight. I refuse to be that person anymore. I know that it takes constant effort to be the woman I want to be. I will have to be disciplined and track my calories. I will have to be committed to regular exercise. I am making these changes to my current lax lifestyle i have had now for too long. What I really want is to be happy and healthy. I am going to do whatevet it takes to be that woman. Here I am, ready to be the best version of myself! I can do this!