Why Is This So HARD for Me?
Monday, September 14, 2009
For the past 2 weeks, I've been away from sparkpeople.com. Had other life issues to deal with and I didn't lose any weight on my own.
I keep asking myself, "Why is this so hard for me to do?" Why can't I get it together? Why can't I make a lifestyle change? After all, I'm tired of squeezing into my clothes. I'm tired of taking meds everyday. Why can't I just stay on track?
Well, I'm back here because this website has at least helped me to focus on taking care of me. I know that my progress has been slow because of me. However, I'm in desperate need of an accountability partner. I'm not going to make it on my own... I need someone who is in the same boat as me. I need someone who can help me sail in the right direction, and who I can also encourage to keep going.
If anyone out there is willing to come aboard with me, please let me know.