Self doubts & Self sabotage - gathering tools ahead of time!
Thursday, September 03, 2009
How do you stay focused on the goals you have accomplished, as opposed to looking ahead to the very long road that is left for you to travel?
I thought about that this morning. I did my weekly weigh-in to find I have lost another pound, which makes it a total of 19lbs so far (yay! Iím very happy!) THEN Ö silly me Ö starting to think about all the pounds I have left to lose. Not that I see myself quitting this journey any time soon, Iím really enjoying this healthy lifestyle Iíve adapted to lately and it hardly feels like a diet at all. Itís just that when I start to think about the journey AHEAD, I feel my mind starting to waver, I feel that smidge of self doubt setting in, knowing very well that Iíve failed before and ďwhat is it thatíll keep me going all the way this time?Ē and I have to pull my mind back from that dark place and keep it on track & keep focused on my achievements so far.
Iíve also been enlightened to the ďself sabotageĒ issue that many overweight people encounter, and Iíve discovered that this is something Iíve done to myself a lot. Iím used to being invisible, Iíve enjoyed being invisible for a really big part of my life, for various reasons that will take way too long to discuss in a blog, and itís like I get scared when I start shaping up & start receiving attention for it.
So I keep that in mind as well. Itís not unlikely that this self sabotage plot is what is trying to kick in here but I wonít let it defeat me this time.
No more sabotaging myself, keep on moving forward.
How does everyone keep themselves on track? How do you focus on your achievements and not letting the multitude of pounds that are left to lose get you down in the dumps? How do you keep from self sabotaging (for those of you who have issues with that?)
Well Ö Iím still on track. I canít say Iíve ever been on track for this long and this religiously with something that doesnít even feel like dietingÖ I donít feel like Iím missing out on any food, I donít miss the chips and the cakes and the fats & sugars I used to put into my body. When I look at fast food commercials, all I see is the grease shine coating the burgers and I donít want it. So Iím doing good, I just want to gather some tools for the future, for when those self doubting thoughts and self sabotaging urges set in.
Have a great day everyone! Youíre all doing wonderful!