Sunday, August 23, 2009
I have recently gained enough weight to almost the highest I EVER was. This has got to stop!!
School starts again in 2 weeks, so (hopefully) does an actual schedule that we can stick to. But I'm gonna try to start MY schedule tomorrow. Planning on getting up at 6am to exercise first, THEN shower and off to work. Hopefully I actually do that. How should I reward myself for accomplishing it? Or should I punish myself for not doing it? That seems wrong somehow. But it's not first time I've recently tried to get up early and exercise and I keep making excuses, "Oh, I stayed up late, I need the sleep" "I need to make sure everybody eats first" "Oh, I'm home today, I'll just do it later"
Bottom line, for good or ill, I only happily regularly exercise first thing in the morning, before everyone else is up and hungry and before I eat. Like weekends, I keep saying I'll get up and do it, but then hubby wakes me up with "I'm hungry, feed me" so I do that, but then I eat too, then I'm too full to exercise and then day's activities begin and I never do it.
I don't know, all I can do is say to myself (yet again) "I will get up tomorrow an do it!"