Thursday, August 20, 2009
I honostly feel like I've been on my own here at home!! My husband and I are really on the fritz and it's driving me crazy!! I've been doing pretty good with my workouts this week, but I've been sleeping really late since my mom has the boys! Today I didn't even get up till 9:30 and then I had to go grocery shopping and get the house picked up. So needless to say I haven't had a chance yet to get my workout in, but isn't running around wal mart for hours enough cardio?? Plus lifting all those bags and putting groceries away a good strength training session?? (I know I'm kidding!!)
I just don't feel motivated. I'm eating great and still trying out new healthy recipes. That's not the problem! It's just I feel that I need more support and understanding from him!! I'm having a hard time as it is trying to find a medicine that will work for me and keep me happy. Isn't that what a spouse is for?? To be there for you no matter what? To support you even if they think what you're doing isn't right? To be on your side and pick you up when you find out that you're wrong?? But I must admit that I'm pretty proud of myself because I haven't resorted to eating that cookie dough icecream in my fridge because I'm upset! Before I would have eaten all of that and then some!!!