Sunday, August 16, 2009
I feel like a cow...I have been doing really good with my workouts lately, eating right most days...and right now I am at my max around 1506 calories and I am still hungry! I ate good, had salad, fresh fruit, lots of water, low calorie proteins, and not to mention I got my bike fixed today and biked about 8 miles! I still had energy to spare!!! I wasn't even that tired at the end...winded but not exhausted...my husband on the other hand was pooped! I kicked his butt! I am so fighting opening the fridge right now and just diving head first with my spoon into the tub of lowfat yogurt..and while it may be a good choice, it'll plunge me over the edge of my calories!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
! I am so angry...I know I need to eat but I can't! This is what it has come too...pushing my body to the limit, raising my metabolism and being forced to not eat just because I am at my maximum....why does it feel like I am being punished? I did good...and yet my body isn't satisfied! Going to have a diet mountain dew to get some flavor and hopefully satisfy this MAJOR hunger pang!!!!!!