Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Well started with my program a few months ago and time is running out for me. I had six months to lose over 50 kg. The thing that depresses me the most is hearing about friends that lose 50 kilos over a period of 5 months but considering all they used diet pills and supplements to assist them. I am not using any of that to assist in my weight loss I am doing it al naturally without that assistance. Now looking ahead I have less than 3 months for loose 45 kilo's, for the doctors to help me with IVF.
Worst part of feeling this way is that I am doing everything that I am suppose to but all that is going is the centimeters the kilo's is not coming off as I am hoping for. This is a sacrifice that I need to make to become a mother. It breaks my heart not being able to be one yet and to look at pictures of friends with their kids and babies. A program that really touches my heart is "Birth stories" On how mothers give birth and the miracle of life.