Wednesday, August 12, 2009
For the second time now, I've had a pap come back with abnormalities and I have to have that taken care of today. Last time, nothing came of it and everything was fine... until now. I'm nervous about this and really wish I could just curl up in a ball and not have to go. My boyfriend went into work early today so that if I need him, he'll be able to come and rescue me, but I'll still have to wait at the doctor's office for a little while. I haven't felt like doing much this week. Really, all I've wanted to do is sit around and eat. I've been trying to figure out why, and I think it's because of today (and the fact that it's been raining straight for wwwwaaaayyyy too long). I'm going to try to get a workout in this morning before I go because I think it might help with the massive amounts of adrenalin (from stress) that are racing through my body. I've heard that it's not a big deal from some people, and that it sucks big time from others. I'm sure it depends on the person. Either way, I just don't want to find out that I have cancer by myself.