Thursday, August 06, 2009
today is day 3 of my training for the walk. Day 1 I walked once around the lake (1.23 m) Day 2 I walked it twice, today I did it 3 times! My legs are very sore and I need to look into real walking shoes, but I feel good about the start I've made.
On the flip side, my eating is somewhat out of control. I'm feeling very alone these days and still stuck in the pity mode I feel like the men I love have all left me and the ones that are left aren't worth the $4.50 the human body is worth (up from the $1.98 in 1985) But at least I still have my sense of humor. I'm also feeling guilty for being unemployed for 8 months and feeling like I'm stuck in this rut that will never go away.
Luckily I have friends who walk this path with me and I'm working real hard on finding the silver lining of my life!