Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Well I'm back on SP - again, and again and again. I still haven't lost any weight and am sick and tired of myself. I seem to lack the ability to do anything good for me, which really sucks since I do good stuff for everyone else in my life. Since my dad died, I've been in such a funk and can't seem to pull myself out. So I go back to the start - again. I'm sick of starting over, but I can't seem to put a streak of good together.
Today, I'm taking care of me. The kids are at day camp this week and school starts soon. After I dropped the kids at the bus, I walked a mile. And it hurt. I am so out of shape. I signed up for the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer. The walk is May 1 & 2, 2010. So I have 9 months to get ready to walk up to 39 miles over 2 days and I really want to walk the whole thing. I'm doing this 1st walk in honor of my dad who lost the cancer battle on Father's Day this year.