Last journal entry was 6/25, and now 5 weeks later or so, I've made no progress. Actually, have taken a few steps back to be truthful, and I'm pretty much where I started, except that I feel physical the worst I've ever felt in my life. Sometimes I think "what's the use", and other times I think "I can't give up... I must keep trying". So here I am again. And today was a good day!