well today i didn't do so good at lunch. i ate a whole foot long meatball marinara with cheese. it was so flippin' awesome. i knew i should have stopped but i was hungry. i had cereal for breakfast at 730am then a kashi go lean bar for a snack around 10am. right now i'm not hungry at all, which by now i would be having a snack again. lunch is normally at 12noon. though today we ate a little later. the sandwich will hold me over until i figure out what i am going to eat tonight for dinner. i have leftovers from my fajitas i had on monday night. i'll probably do that. i really need to get to the grocery to get fruits and veggies. i just hate it that they go bad before i get around to eating them.
i hate living alone and not having anyone else to cook for. i was raised in a family of 5 and learned to cook for a big family who loved to eat. and now here i am a single gal living alone with no one to cook for. it is really hard to cook for one. if i make a true meal from a recipe it is usually for 4 or more servings. i don't want that much leftovers in my fridge. i would probably eat it for a couple of days then throw away the rest and that's just throwing away money. i know that they are cookbooks out there for my situtation but i haven't gotten around to buying one. i love to cook and am trying to write my own(though i haven't even thought about it in a very long while which makes me sad).
last night on my way to my second job i stopped at wendy's and for a kids meal (cheeseburger fries and chocolate milk). the only thing i enjoyed was the milk. the burger and fries tasted disgusting. looking back over the last couple of weeks i haven't had fast food in a while and that is a good thing. you don't realize how gross the food is until you haven't eaten it for awhile.