Thursday, July 23, 2009
...I feel like I am on this race and I am not anywhere near the finish line. The finish line seems so far down the road that it is not even in my mental mindset. July has been a really sucky month for me. My exercise has been off and I have been eating way too many comfort foods. The things that really get me down is when I see the Sparkpeople motivators and it seems like their weight loss went off without hitch and it seems for me that I can't seem to pass 260. In my mind, I feel that if I can just get to 250 I know that the next 50 will come but 250 feels like a million years from now.
I know it seems like I am having a pity party. I just want to let you know that this is really hard for me because I am MISS Dependable. I try to be positive for everyone else when I feel terrible about my weight loss program. There are days when I feel like a fraud...especially the days when I haven't eaten right...
Hi My name is Danielle and I think that I will be FAT forever.