Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I've been so down and depressed. My life is all over and I want to, NEED to lose this weight but I always end up giving up on it. I'm trying to do this. I've started taking my synthroid meds because without them its a lost cause to try to lose anything because it just wont happen. I'm living with my mom and her husband and his kid and my little brother and its crazy. And to top it off my sister is here every other weekend and my other stepbrother. I heard my step brothers whispering when I walked by. It hurts. And then there's the temptations everywhere I turn. The junk food that my 4 teenage siblings sit around eating. I have no where to hide from them in this small house. When I'm depressed I want to eat sweets even more and I know I can't do that, but I'm not sure how much will power I have.