Monday, July 20, 2009
"Set yourself up for sucess and anything is possible"
-Spark Motivational quotes
So I really like this...and I am finally feeling like success is starting to come my way with physical recovery which I am very greatful for. The ironic part is I'm kindof in disbelief...I think I was actually not eating enough before and it was slowing my metabolism down! I started a new weight loss program and I realized I can give myself permission to eat alot more than I do because of all the calories I burn through excersize and my job, which is basically power walking with a tray:)
I am greatful for my first step in success...to have lost 1.5 lbs! Actually the scale said I had lost another 2 lbs today but I am waiting until Thursday my officical weigh in day to post it. I don't want to get to ahead of myself:)
I started seeing a new boy which I'm really excited about. Perhaps the excitement around this has also helped me not be that interested in food...but I am surrenduring it over to God. I don't want another person to be the reason for my physical recovery...I want to do it for me and me alone. (And God too, of course:)
So I am striving to create balance in other areas of my life as well...and now that I am finally starting to get the results I want here it feels like a weight has been lifted (no pun intended:) and that i can also focus on other areas of my life that are incredibly important.
I am looking into getting new headshots...I know I will have to do this soon anyway. I think if I'm going to spend a large amount of money I should wait until I'm at 145. I don't see anything wrong with this...I think it will be the biggest reward to take pictures of myself in my succsess that I worked so hard for...and feel beautiful and comfortable in the pictures. I would like to possibly do some cheaper pictures now...some with character photos as well...I really need one showing me as a Latina.
God, Gaurd Me and Guide me in your Strenght and Will today...Give me Courage and Strenght to believe in myself:)
I love you.