Wednesday, July 15, 2009
So as some of my spark friends know I have been unemployed for a couple of months. Initially I just dove into excercise and it really helped I lost some lbs and was feeling physically great. I went to New York and have been back for two weeks and I am struggling and it is mental now. I am struggling with the fact that I am having such a hard time finding a job and really falling behind on bills. Its not getting me to eat more but I am not excercising like I was.
I got on my knees and asked God to get me through this because I know it will get better. I am so tired of worrying about how I am going to pay one thing or another. I wish there was such a thing as a fairy god mother. Because I sure would ask for a new job and to clear all of my debt. I guess I just have to keep asking my God to look out for me and provide.
Just blogging out my thoughts . Lift me up in prayer spark family