Saturday, July 11, 2009
Well tonight I am actually going out with some girlfriends & very excited. For a long time, I would not go out with friends b/c I was ashamed of being the only one overweight & didn't want to stick out like a big blob. I just wanted to feel more comfortable in my skin & not the cute fat girl with all the in shape girl friends. I would always say "I don't have anything to wear or I don't really feel good" or some excuse to get out of going out with my friends.
However, I know realize that I am NOT my BODY, I am NOT my Skin- I am Cassandra, I am Sexy & I am Living My LIFE!!! I am beautiful at a size 10, 12 or 22, so why let my weight hinder my social life! So what I may not be a size 6 or 8 but I have realized that being sexy & having confidence is all a state of MIND!!! I exude radiant & beautifulness & don't have to be a certain size to feel good!!!
So I am NO LONGER HIDING BEHIND THE FAT!!!! My life no longer revolves around me needing to lose weight! I hate that it took me so long to appreciate Cassandra unconditionally & whole heartedly. So tonight I will put on my cute black dress & hold my head up high & show that you can feel good & look good no matter what size you are~!!!
to the old way of thinking!!!
Watch out ladies the DIVA is on the GO!!!