Friday, July 10, 2009
Life has been challenging the past few days and I'm happy to say that I've been handling it with a ton of grace. I've been stressed but I'm proud of me. My boyfriend & I broke up a couple days ago, my mother had a small heart attack yesterday (she's ok, don't worry), and I start a brand new job a week from today!!!! Eek! Life is crazy but I'm dealing with it pretty well. I have my moments when I feel like I want sob my eyeballs out but I have much to look forward to. The new job is particularly something to get excited about but very scary at the same time. Absolute thanks be to God that I have a gym membership. Exercise has been giving me the release I need in these very aggitating times. Even before my fella and I broke up I knew something weird was going on (he wasn't his usual self) I found the gym to be a place for me to just figure stuff out. Instead staying home and worrying, it's nice to have a place to go to release energy and feel free. Before I ever started this journey I would never have thought that I would ever say that I LOVE EXCERCISE & NEED EXCERCISE!