Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Well, calorie and exercise wise, I checked out a few months ago... I've been exercising, but not as dilligently, and I haven't been eating like a cow - but not a saint either but then 1 1/2 months ago or so - I TOTALLY fell off the wagon when I more or less stopped visiting Spark. I haven't gained weight - maybe I've lost even a pound, but that's not the point. It's not the same. I wanted to be down to my first goal weight by August - that's unrealistic now. So how do I do it? I do I get back into it? I just don't know... usually I get back into it after things have gone totally awry. Nothing is really wrong right now. Why do I need things to get so bad in order to make them better? What is it about humans in general that we wait for that fall first?
In any case today I'm putting my best foot forward and giving it a try. I'm blogging, visiting friends, renewing my leadership for BF mommas - and I hope that today will mark the beginning of the rest of my journey.