Monday, July 06, 2009
Okay seriously...I was just uploading some pictures from our recent lake trip. My husband got a hold of the camera (taking a picture of me by accident because I've sworn him to keep me out the pictures). But my big back side managed to get in a shot while he was taking a picture of our oldest son driving the boat.
I must have a warped view of my body image because I knew I was big, but I didn't realize I was THAT BIG - gross! Now you can see why I stay out of pictures!
In any event, that was sure a huge wake up call for me. NO MORE sneaking snacks, no more "I'll start tomorrow", no more "one won't hurt". Geez louise, clearly they have added up and they have hurt me big time!
I sure would appreciate any and all help to keep me accountable on this journey. I've slacked off on my exercising (which I didn't really think was helping anyway) but I've got to get back to it. I have to stop shoving any and all snacks into my big mouth. I can't get bummed out here - I have to get pissed - I have to get motivated. I HAVE to lose this weight. I WANT MY BODY BACK!!!!