Monday, June 15, 2009
I am going through a hard time right now and feeling very over whelmed. I am feeling like there is just to much for me to do and not enough time for me to do it.
I really feel like I should give up on what I what, because I have everyone else to take care of that and I am failing miserably (both for myself and for my family).
I really don't have time for myself anymore. I am trying to fit in everything. I get up usually very early so I can exercise, then start my day of taking care of my mother (all day), doing the housework, laundry, cooking and doing things for my husband and daughter also. Plus, my son and daughter in law are having a baby due any time, and I am helping them out with everything. By the time that I get in the bed it seems like I just get to sleep and it is time to start again.
I know that I should not give up on what I need or on my dreams, but I feel that there is no other way. I am asking that if you read this that you will remember me in prayer and pray that I get through this time. God bless you!