Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Ok we'll start this again. I've kept a diary of all that I've eaten even when not able to get here. I have a calorie counting book so if I can't get here I can at least still get an idea of how I did. Now getting myself motivated to either log the back entries in here or look it all up in the book.
Motivation. Hmmm! Seems I can't get motivated lately to do anything. Though I've done something 2 times now in the past 2 weeks that I hadn't done in ages. I've read a complete book. Granted we are talking junk food for the brain, you know romance novels. No heavy reading just reading. It's been nice to do that. I've also been crocheting a lot. I've made some baskets to put in the craft sale in November. I have to make some as I go, as I have the money to buy the yarn.
I'm so frustrated about things lately. Nothing seems to moving in the right direction. I'm still at my sister's. I'm still not getting anywhere with the disability claim. I'm still stuck at 230, actually bopping between 230 and 240. My ankle hurts again. My back hasn't stopped. Ok time to quit griping. It could be worse, I could be without medical coverage and still need the meds.
The weather is starting to be nice enough to get out almost daily. I do go play with the dog or walk the dog now. That will help move the scale. It should help my mood too. I miss being able to go walk in the woods though and spend time alone. The dog is not the issue...I always seem to have a dog to walk with. It's here the houses are so close together and the woods here are full of water and mosquitoes. Itchy.