I need to lose this weigh because I cannot look like this forever.

I used to be so healthy looking, and I could wear practically whatever I wanted. I looked GOOD. Now I look awkward and large and gross. I need this gone.

There's a BBQ for my church's young adult small group tomorrow night. I really would like to go, but BBQ means.. BBQ food. Lots of chips, dips, wings, burgers, and endless snacks.

I ALWAYS end up grazing and there's practically no way to track what I'm eating. I'm kind of tempted to not go. I should go, but I need to be super super careful. Hopefully I can get a few miles of running in before I go.

I cannot wait to be skinny again.