I'm just sick and tired of my lack of self-confidence, money, and the ability to relax. I've never been the kind of person who works extremely hard to get what they want - I've been lucky enough to have a lot of things in my life come easily to me. But I'm so fed up with things right now and I'm going to change them no matter what. I'm sick and tired of being fat, sick of being broke, and exhausted from being angry all the time. I'm dealing with the fat and it's going well. I'll be dealing with the broke soon enough, and then I'll deal with the rest. I'm usually a very happy person, but lately my angst has been getting the best of me. But at the same time, it helps to bring out the best in me, motivating me to get myself out of this rut. Mark my words, I will change my life!