Thursday, June 04, 2009
Yay! Yay! Yay! GO ME!!
We are having a birthday luncheon thingy at work today, and I have been so worried that I was going to blow my healthy eating, and I'm trying to get ready for vacation next week. Anyways, they were having build your own taco. They had some chicken fajita meat....so I made me a chicken salad with some salsa on top. I skipped the deserts where there were like 5 cakes and all this other junk that looked so good. I also passed on the rice....tortilla chips (my fav!) and the so good jalapeno bacon wrapped things. yum.
I hurried down to my desk to get away from all the nagging...try this, you have to try this! And I'm going to finish up my delicious salad and then go get my tan on and afternoon nap at the tanning salon. Who knows I might even squeeze in a walk!
I'm so proud. I'm having a delicious salad and left the birthday luncheon guilt free for my first time ever!!!
update: So, I just got back from tanning....I didnt get a nap in because I was so happy. Also, when I was getting ready to tan, I kept thinking geez, I look really pretty today. I feel gorgeous today, and I havent felt like that in awhile. Its so funny how one day (yesterday) you can feel like a big fat hideous cow and the next day feel so beautiful and I know nothing has changed. haha. anyways, at least I am feeling good about myself today! I also turned down desert again...woo woo!
I'm ready to go do some Turbo Jam! I hope I feel this good next weekend in my bikini! I just gotta get past this weekend. I just have to remember to take it one day at a time, and just focus on getting through it day by day and soon enough next Friday will be here and I will be on my way to do some shopping and hanging out at the water park all day! Cant Wait!!
Update #2-- so I'm supposed to be getting a promotion on the 18th of June...Very exciting! The only this is I just saw what my new pay is going to be and its less than what they quoted me. I'm going to bring the email with the quotes they told me and try to fight for my pay. Good grief though, it kind of ticks me off. I know I'm going to worry about this now until I am able to bring it up because I wasnt supposed to see the paperwork. When they mention the pay they are actually going to give me I am going to bring that email and show them. Gahh this is driving me crazy now. It kind of made me want to go eat. But, I wont. I am remembering my bikini now....I just had to vent. I am not going to let this ruin my day or weekend. I want to enjoy my wonderful day and my weekend that I am going to get to spend with Trent. I cannot worry or eat my feelings....bikini...bikini...
Hopefully it will all work out and I will get the pay raise and promotion that I deserve, I will look good for vacation, and be happy!! I know it will all work out... I will not worry!!!
Thanks for listening! Sorry for my rant!